where is my carrot?

I was grating some carrots for my mum today n to tell u the truth quite a bit of it was going to my tummy as well ;-)
I just love the smell of fresh carrots especially when the season is in full bloom. If they made a carrot perfume I swear i'ld be the first person to buy it. I just find it so inviting. And the pleasure of biting into a sweet juicy carrot is almost orgasmic. I might as well get lost in b'ful carrot dreams when i do so!!
uhm-uhm...a lil too mch? maybe but evrytime those delicious red/orange sticks come to my sight I can't help but thank god for all the miraculous things he's made n i can bet my arse no man-made thing can ever comptete with those.....

color me purple............

Ralph Lauren crocodile ricky bag
I'm having this thing for all shades pf purple these days. M loving lavender n lilac and amethyst and wat not!!
n tht is one of d mny reasons why m droolin over ds ralph lauren croc bag. Its so chic but still so fun. Only if I could lay my hands on one of dse..............sigh!!

HARDbeat...........

I don't even know what to say or how to xplain the feeling i'm having for the past 2 days. Sometimes you lose all hope of something happening except for that little dot of light. And it makes you do things without any expectations like betting ur last penny coz in any case ur pretty much neutral at that moment. It can't get any worse so ur gud with it and there is 'almost' no hope of any good comin outta it. and so u play the toss. and u win. But ur in such a dilemma coz now u don't know what will follow. will it get any better or will it go back to being the same dark room. And u r trying to hold on to that little spark as tightly as possible for if you could do anything to not let it go , u wld do that. Waiting to see where it'll end is like walking on hot coal; every moment so painful and intense but u keep treading on coz u want to reach the other side and realise that there was infact a well lit room there. that ur tiny bit of hope has sailed u thru. that what u considered done was infact still in the process , that it ws all going to b happy in the end.........

However i'm just being optimistic here. Idon't know if this is what will happen! It might not be so. And therefore I stand in this excruciating position where i know of nothing and this hope is so precious to me that i'm trying with ol my life to hold on to it , praying that it is legitimate. Relying on god to give me this one coz for now its all i'm hanging by........

Oh dear lord , please heed my prayers!!!!!

Have a little faith.......

I have always thought that if you really really want something you can get it. But then there have been times when my faith has dwindled.
However my heart still believes that if I have my mind set on something on anyone as for that matter they can absolutely get that thing. Ofcourse it has to be realistic and sometimes in the course of wanting that something you realise that it isn't exactly that particular thing you crave but something else associated with it. Maybe I am making no sense at all but if you have ever felt that way then you know what I am talking about. Anyway really praying for the lord to grant me this something and perhaps that added extra won't be so bad either ;-)

sartorialist

OMG!!
I am surprised that the sartorialist has the maximum no. of followers while i sit here with none whatsoever....sob , sob!!
Well not to worry , i shall keep on walking and surely i'll find sm1 to share the journey with soon :-)
well I found this pic on the sartorialist and i cldnt help but wonder how dashing this gentleman looks. my god! its like he instantly attracted me. he has such a charming personality , exudes particles of handsomeness..........

straps

m droolin big time over strappy heels at the moment.......
one of my fav( vch i cld kill 4..) r dse chloe wedges..........

balenciaga........

was havin a look at instyle a day or so ago n i fell in luv with jen's skirt......i luv how shes dressed it down.............

shoe mind........

What's really really weird is that after having moved I've started to forget about horrible things , amazing stuff , awesome n aweful people. Things I thot I were addicted to , places I liked to visit n so on n so forth. But one thing I just can't seem to bring myself to forget are my SHOES!!!
Yes my shoes , even the rest of my junk but especially my shoes. Maybe becoz I won't b able to find the same sort of collection here in a million billion years but more so coz of my shoe addiction. I've tried convincing myself with everything and anything. However nothing seems to work!!!!
Its so tough its like they have a life of their own n am so attached to them feel like huggin 'em , even the ones I regretted buying n never thot cld wear 'em.
God I guess i've gone crazy. I need serious help getting over them. However if god cld just manage to get them to me I'ld be very very grateful....
Please god , my sweet sweet lord do this for me......;-)

lustin for........

Marc Jacobs fluorescent tweed purse.......

coz anythin tht can add a lil color to dull winters is a boon. n m luvin how ds bag can b used as a clutch as well....

christian louboutin multicolour patent leather platform lace up popi plato oxford

christian louboutin multicolor striped canvas jessica knee high boot with rope wedge

........color??????? yes please!!!!!

love , blood......red

When it come to make-up I like to stay risk-free. As i result i usually end up with pastel colors on my canvas(face) and dark , sultry ones in my vanity. But sometimes i just can't resist the temptation to wear a sexy red and hence end up overcoming my fear( thank god!!!)
I find tht a gud toned red cannot be replaced by anything else. What it does to your face/nails/persona is nothing short of magical. It has tht queer power of adding seduction to ur being........

- by narciso rodriguez
one of the best white dresses ive seen lately.......

2010!!

There are times when I feel good about something but try not to concentrate on that feeling too much because I have this strange superstition that whenever I get excited about something , it gets spoiled and then the disappointment is so great that you wish you hadn't been so thrilled about it in the first place. And then they ask me to be positive , go figure!!
But somehow I can't shake this feeling that 2010 is going to be a good one. After all the flops n misses i've had in the past couple of yrs I seriously do hope that this is an intuition which is proved right and not killed by my 'optimism'.
Or maybe I am just being overtly hopeful that this year will help me work on all of my past mistakes(blunders rather) and give me a chance to expiate all my wrongdoings. All in all just hoping for a truly rocking year(in all senses of the word)...
Wish u guys an awesome 2010!!!

P.S. lets hope my optimism pays off this time... ;-)

scuba python de-manta clutch by alexander mcqueen.......

ballin for anna sui butterfly short mesh open toe boots....
If i cld jst lay my hands on these I swear i'ld wear them with everything. They r just so frsh n chic........ m also loving her butterfly flats...

Accessorize me............

I was going to rant out some annoying stuff but then I visited style.com n saw all these bags and shoes which make you wanna go and rob a bank. So I thot enuf with the glum for now , lets have some eye candy. So here it is....

jason wu georgette petal coat.....( I hope my slobber s not visible!!)

christian louboutin talita clutch......

crushes of d day.....

casadei triple platform pumps..........

re solution

No this is not a typing mistake. Its just another definition for resolutions.
Not all of them will fit to this definition but some of them , definitely!!
So if you have figured a way out of your troubles or something that will help you achieve a particular goal you can think of it as a new year's re solution to slip out of that tension......

The 'USUAL ' club...

Ever asked a friend wat they r upto and received the reply, "the usual"?
The other day while chatting to a friend this is exactly what happened. I asked him what had he been upto n he said ,"nothin much , just the usual."
N I was like welcum to the usual club. N it was then that I thought about it. Most of the time we are asked that question or inversely if we put it forth that is the reply uttered. As far as i am concerned it feels really sad to be saying that when there are so many amazing things I could be doing every day. Its almost depressing. But then I have to console myself by hoping that that is soon gonna change. Unusual is so important. Even if our life were perfect , we would still crave those lil bumps which add colour to our otherwise boring lives.......

found this in my lappy today.....its cute...

When a GIRL is quiet,
Millions of things are running in her mind
When a GIRL is not arguing,
She is thinking deeply
When a GIRL looks at u with eyes full of
questions,
She is wondering how long you will be
around
When a GIRL answers "i'm fine" after a
few seconds,
She is not at all fine
When a GIRL stares at you,
She is wondering why you are lying
When a GIRL lays on your chest,
She is wishing for you to be hers forever
When a GIRL calls you everyday,
She is seeking for your attention
When a GIRL sms's u everyday,
She wants you to reply at least once
When a GIRL says I love you,
She means it
When a GIRL says that she can't live
without you,
She has made up her mind that you are
her future
When a GIRL says "i miss you",
No one in this world can miss you more
than that.....