Thursday, February 18, 2010

spring.............

I've been watchin a few movies for the past few days. Just finished watching 500 days of summer. Net was really slow and it was taking like ages to buffer so I was almost about to give up on it but then I decided against it. And man am I glad!!!!!!!!!
It definitely isn't just another love story. Its AMAZING and the end actually made me catch my breath for a sec. Its assuring but not in that romantic dreamy way which most rom coms tend to do. It is so close to reality. Its like it makes to believe that there is a higher power and that everything happens for a reason. Suffering is all but means to a joyful end. OFcourse the journey takes longer than you might want it to or expect it to but in the end its like everything is paid up. You get so much more than what you initially thot of. I don't have any personal experience of being in this happy town as yet but judging by the journey I am going thru , the pain there is I sure hope that I reach there soon and what I hope more is that some day soon I'll write about my very own gladtown and how it is indeed worth all the suffering....

P.S. Do watch 500 days of summer!!

Monday, February 8, 2010

Leave me alone!!!!

No I ain;t askin anyone to go away but rather the thots which have invaded my mind and now seem to refuse to leave me alone. I've lost all calm , especially when everyone goes off to bed i get attacked by an army of questions which i've no clue how to answer and so I can't sleep...
The worst part hoever is that i don't know a way outta this. Alright so lemme elaborate a bit. There is something I want really bad , somethin which belongs to me but which i've left behind. Now its entirely upto someone else to return it or vanish away. I'm trying to get that person to understand my situation , how much the stuff means to me but m not sure if tht's any good. At times I feel a slight ray of hope , like maybe there is a chance i'll be able to lay my hands on it again but then I don't get any response from the other side n all my hopes n crushed to ashes. M walking on a thin rope here. When my optimism is on my side i feel like i'll be able to get to the other end but then i feel the rope tearing and my heart skips a beat. I try not to look down and get nervous but in vain. Can't help it. I've lost my peace. Dunno what will happen. If i'll be able to pull thru or if i'll fall off. Either way m at the worst stage right now where i've nothing but oblivion. M praying to god to help me coz i really need it and m hopin against hope tht a lil magic will happen and everythin will fall into its place. Till then I shall sit( n not sleep!) and wait for sm good news........

a treat 4 d valentine's...


alexander mcqueen heart peep toe pumps

Thursday, February 4, 2010

pom poms....


lanvin aumoniere evening bag



M luvin ds drawstring bag from lanvin...... i luv d color combo n d pom poms r just too cute............

Tuesday, February 2, 2010

nouveau projet!!!

One of my friends is starting his own website and it is pretty exciting!
He has offered me to work on it as well. If it goes fine i'll have a regular feature on the site and man will that be awesome....
I just hope that it succeeds , i'm really hoping so!
Neway for now I'm just concentrating on today and wishing for a better tomorrow. It is never any use to sit and crib about what's happening and what not. It's always a better option to make the best of what you have in the present and pray for a great future. So love your lives and make the most of it............