discombobulation

Its so weird when one day ur like two peas in a pod with someone and you're walking different ways the next. Its pretty tragic actually especially if you are close to that particular person. Its almost as if a part of you has been cut. But thanks to God you tend to grow that part back. However no two are identical and so u can't help but miss what you've lost. Maybe I am behaving over the top coz it isn't always that bad. At times you just get a little distant. Things come b/w you due to which the bond suffers a little. Its ol very confusing. Dunno how to see it , have no clue what really is happening and so can't have a conspicuous opinion either. Perhaps one reason is that I suck at drawing the line when it comes to relationships of any kinds. I don't know the limits to being a friend and its always challenging for me to figure out if I am entering a different territory. As a result I never get when I end up being so attached to the person that differences in their operating behaviour affect me so profoundly. It is love alright but not of the form they are expecting or wanting. And this drifts us apart. They look for what they want in somebody else and I am left with a loss of a loved one. I still don't know where it all begins and ends but for sure it never does i a way I want it to.